Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Hello old new friend.

Yea, I totally dropped the ball on this whole blog thing..but life has been kinda hectic for me..(as any of you single mothers can manage)
I transferred locations at work..super exciting! Ill be so much closer to home, its going to make my life so much easier.

So lets see...what has happened since the last time I was here..
Ashley and Bobby got married, super hectic and crazy ( I was maid of honor) but oh so fun! I had a great time, and it was well worth all the stress in the end!

I was on a house/condo hunt for awhile there..I found one that I really liked, but of course I  got outbid. Since then, I haven't seemed to have much luck. I think I will settle on an apartment for now. Better in the long run for me and my lovebug I think..since it is just the 2 of us.

My relationships have definitely had ups and downs. My relationships with family, friends, men, everyone. Some have suffered and fallen by the wayside. While this makes me sad, I can't help but wonder how much they really mattered if neither of us were able to hang on to them and make them work. Granted there were some where I tried harder then others, and vice versa. Regardless of what happened then, I feel like I am where I need to be for now. Yes my friends and I will always have our ups and downs, but the ones who matter will be the ones who will be there at the end of the crazy ride (and lets be honest, its always a crazy ride.)

Ive made a lot of changes to me too. Its so easy to lose yourself in life. Between working, and being mama, I had forgotten the woman I was, and the woman I wanted to be. I have very much put some effort into remembering who she was and who I want her to be. I do believe I am well on my way back to her.

For the first time in a long time I can say that I am at peace with myself and with the life I am living.and it feels absolutely wonderful!!

Goodnight <3